All Too Well - Taylor Swift

I walked through the door with you It was cold, but something ‘bout it felt like home somehow and I Left my scarf there at your sister’s house And you still got it in your drawer even now Oh your sweet disposition And my wide eyed gaze We’re singing in a car getting lost upstate The Autumn leaves falling down like pieces in their place And I can picture it after all these days And I know it’s long gone, and that magic´s not here no more And it might be okay, but I’m not fine at all Cause here we are again on that little town street You almost ran the red cause you were looking over me Wind in my hair I was there I remember it all too well Photo album on my counter Your cheeks were turning red You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin size bed And your mother’s telling stories ‘bout you on the t-ball team You tell me about your past thinking your future was me And I know it’s long gone, and there was nothing else I could do And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to Cause here we are again in the middle of the night We’re dancing round the kitchen in the refrigerator light Down the stairs I was there I remember it all too well And maybe we got lost in translation Maybe I asked for too much But maybe this thing was a masterpiece ´til you tore it all up Running scared, I was there I remember it all too well Hey you called me up again just to break me like a promise So casually cruel in the name of being honest I’m a crumbled up piece of paper lying here Cause I remember it all all all too well Time won’t fly it’s like I’m paralyzed by it I´d like to be my old self again But I’m still trying to find it After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone But your keep my old scarf from that very first week Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me You can’t get rid of it, cause you remember it all too well yeah Cause there we are again when I loved you so Back before you lost the one real thing you’ve ever known It was where, I was there, I remember it all too well Wind in my hair you were there you remember it all Down the stairs you were there you remember it all It was where, I was there I remember it all too well

Memories

Aku masih inget hari pertama dan terakhir kita bertemu, waktu itu hari pertamaku masuk ke kelas bimbel dan ternyata tanggal 23 juli 2011 itu hari keberuntunganku karena bisa bertemu kamu. Dan hari berikutnya adalah hari-hari paling menyenangkan dalam hidupku :') Kamu adalah motivasiku untuk belajar, motivasiku untuk jadi lebih baik lagi. see? aku berhasil membuktikannya kan? itu untuk kamu, meskipun kamu ga akan pernah tau

You never asked so I never told. Aku lupa hari apa, tapi itu hari yang menyakitkan. waktu aku tahu dia juga suka sama kamu. Putus asa. Harapanku padamu sudah habis saat itu. Aku hanya bisa menatapmu dalam diam. Tidak berkata apa-apa. Tidak berbuat apa-apa. Dan betul apa yang mereka bilang; in the end you only regret the chances you didn't take. Yang jadi penyesalanku adalah aku belum sempat mengatakannya. Tapi aku tidak akan pernah menyesal mengenalmu :)

Dan datanglah saat itu. Saat hari terakhir kita bertemu; 22 april 2012. Sehari sebelum ujian nasional, saat mengambil kelas tambahan di hari minggu. Sudah kukatakan sebelumnya kan? Kamu adalah motivasiku untuk belajar. Terimakasih untuk waktumu 1 tahun ini, yang mungkin tak akan berarti apa-apa untukmu. Karena memang tidak ada apa-apa. Aku rajin menahan untuk tidak mengungkapkan, meskipun menyakitkan. sehat-sehatlah dalam kesibukanmu :)

Untuk segala rasa yang belum tentu kaurasakan, untuk segala rindu yang tak pernah kau tahu; aku masih menunggu. Entah menunggu untuk apa, dan menunggu sampai kapan. Aku akan selalu berdoa untukmu. Untuk kesuksesanmu, kesehatanmu dan untuk semuanya.